about everything.

my skin.
alex.
some girl who i shouldn’t worry about.
him.
i think i’m pmsing.

i’m going to save up for bare minerals and ask my mom to go half and half.
i’m going to save up for a tattoo too..

i feel ugly and i feel bad for feeling this way.
i just watched youtube tutorials on acne coverage and there was this girl who looked so pretty with her makeup (still did without it) but when she took it off her acne was so bad and she was showing her routine on how she covered it up and it made me like. tear up. because you could tell she was crying before she got on camera. and even though mine isn’t that bad, i know how she feels. having to feel like you have to cover it up all the time and feeing terrible if you don’t. the feeling of it being your worst insecurity. i want to know the secret and i want to help everyone who feels this way.

k. I’m done.